On a journey of self discovery...Even the longest journeys start with a single step. Why is that first step so hard to take? Were does the determination come from? I always say you only fail when you stop trying, well when am I actually going to succeed? I pride myself on being a "strong' person having come so far but why did I stop...I have great advise for everyone but take none of it. This will be a long road but I am taking the first step!