About Me

I am a 34 year old mother of four...yes four!! I am on a journey to find me...I am no longer flying by the seat of my pants, it's time to look in those pants and see who's wearing them!

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Took the step made an appointment with an advisor at the local Community College. I am leaning towards Human Relations, that way I have options of children, adults or elderly, I love those old people! I am scared and nervous but more excited! I have lived for my wonderful hubby & children for so long I don't know who I am. I seem to live vicariously through everyone else. I need a life for ME! This is an age old problem must mom's go through but I'm nit most moms :o)

Time for dinner then drivers ed with the big kid.
Last night at work (a local supermarket) there was a little sewage back up, ewww! Well after hours of horrendous smells and no bathrooms it was finally fixed. However the public bathrooms needs to be cleaned (more like power washed)! Well I refuse to be part of that clean up and don't feel anyone should either! Well apparently it's in my job description to clean raw sewage...I don't freaking think so! Isn't that some health hazard! WOW, is all I can say!
I really think it's time to review present job!! Well enough about that "crap", no pun intended!! Off to do some errands, need to find a lunch box for the hubby and get my eyebrows waxed!!

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

On a journey of self discovery...Even the longest journeys start with a single step. Why is that first step so hard to take? Were does the determination come from? I always say you only fail when you stop trying, well when am I actually going to succeed? I pride myself on being a "strong' person having come so far but why did I stop...I have great advise for everyone but take none of it. This will be a long road but I am taking the first step!