Took the step made an appointment with an advisor at the local Community College. I am leaning towards Human Relations, that way I have options of children, adults or elderly, I love those old people! I am scared and nervous but more excited! I have lived for my wonderful hubby & children for so long I don't know who I am. I seem to live vicariously through everyone else. I need a life for ME! This is an age old problem must mom's go through but I'm nit most moms :o)

Time for dinner then drivers ed with the big kid.

Last night at work (a local supermarket) there was a little sewage back up, ewww! Well after hours of horrendous smells and no bathrooms it was finally fixed. However the public bathrooms needs to be cleaned (more like power washed)! Well I refuse to be part of that clean up and don't feel anyone should either! Well apparently it's in my job description to clean raw sewage...I don't freaking think so! Isn't that some health hazard! WOW, is all I can say!
I really think it's time to review present job!! Well enough about that "crap", no pun intended!! Off to do some errands, need to find a lunch box for the hubby and get my eyebrows waxed!!

On a journey of self discovery...Even the longest journeys start with a single step. Why is that first step so hard to take? Were does the determination come from? I always say you only fail when you stop trying, well when am I actually going to succeed? I pride myself on being a "strong' person having come so far but why did I stop...I have great advise for everyone but take none of it. This will be a long road but I am taking the first step!

Here we go again...

I started this blog for many a reason~to vent mostly. But also in hops that someone would find what I'm venting about to be actually interesting! Because no one around here does...I always wanted to be a mom, in part because I never really had one. But I find it so cool were it has led me! I am not starting a new adventure with having taken my 8 year old son out of public school and have made the very tough decission to homeschool.

This morning when my husband left for work he kisses everyone good bye and in a sleep trance my son replied "Dad I don't have to go to school". All in the one sentance I know that I am doing the right thing. I am getting mixed vibes from all but I know in my heart this is what I need to do for him right now.

Well I hope to keep this updated in my new journey so well just have to wait and see....

The Relay

Last night I took part in the Burriville/Glouster Relay for Life. It was the towns first event~it was one of the most rewarding things I have done in a very long time! It started @ 6:30 with a Survivors Lap which was a emotional, so many people young and old having fought this monster! They also had "lumineries", candels lit all the way around the track, mostly for people we have lost to canser but some were for survivors as well and I am sad to say say there were hundreds. And even more mind blowing that was a small part of a bigger picture....

The Begining

Wow! I've been wanting to set up my own Blog for sometime now!! But like so much in my life~one step forward and two steps back...